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Well...today was kinda ok but at the same time it was kinda BLAH.....

I went to school and got a lot done on my map project today so that's something I'm very happy about ..but I still feel like I'm missing something.  I had a great lunch and wonderful conversation but apart of me just feels zombie-ish.

I'm probably not going to post the rest of my trip mainly because i really don't care...and i don't think anyone else really does either.

I'm so tired of being used by people for their personal gain...It really irritates me....if you haven't seen or talked to me in almost a year then don't contact me just to get tech support ....its really freaking irritating. Don't get me wrong if your my friend and you need help with something I am more than willing to help...but whenever you don't talk to me for a really long time and then call outta no where just to get something outta me purely for your benefit .....don't expect me to be too thrilled about it.

I've had a lot on my mind recently ...stuff I just shouldn't have on my mind but it seems like when I'm alone my thoughts rage war against me and it's too much to handle. There are things that I thought I was sure of that keep springing into the "unsure" category of my mind and its really tiring. Plus I have the personal goal of "being the best I can be in school"  riding on my mind. My marketing class is driving me nuts and my other two classes are being put on the back-burner as far as effort is concerned. I am relying on my intermediate foundation of the understanding of two programs to get me through ...UGH its just so exhausting.

there's only a few people that can truly get my mind off of the crap going on in my life...And I cherish my time with them greatly...I dont think I need to name any names you know who you are.  Just let me tell you this..I greatly appreciate you and I hold you dear to my heart...these few people are on my "get through Me" list......cause to get to them you gotta go through me...so if you ever find me all up your grill its because you're mess'n with one of MY CHERISHED FRIENDS......

sigh...I think I'm done ranting and raving

-Aaron